TESTIMONY 14: MY SECOND SIGN FROM THE HOLY SPIRIT

(Re-written from my journal)

20 November 2014: I just saw my second animal spirit symbol in my room. I decided that it is important for me to start keeping record of these things to help others become aware of what is happening in the spiritual realm and also to keep as a part of my collection of testimonies (to restore the faith of unbelievers). I don't think anyone would believe these things if they haven't witnessed my full journey/story, I feel that I would perhaps be labelled as insane to anyone who is not open to spiritual truth, especially those unfamiliar with the Holy Spirit - because that's what we tend to do. "If I don't understand it, if it didn't happen to me, then I'm going to label it as weird and insane." So the only people I have spoken to about this is my father, mother, brother and best-friends who have witnessed my entire journey since I was saved by Jesus. (If you would like to virtually witness my journey then simply read from Testimony 1 upward)

So I've already briefly shared a post on the previous animal spirit symbol I was shown (Testimony 13) it was the symbol of a crab, and was shown to me in a bright pale-yellow light. (If you didn't read that testimony I will add it into this with even more detail) What makes the first animal spirit symbol so mind-blowing is that 2/3 days before the night of seeing it (shaped like a crab) there was a dead crab laying right outside my sliding door. I was sitting at my bedroom desk when suddenly my domestic-worker-bestie walked into my room saying: "Sydney, there's a crab outside your sliding door hey. I saw it yesterday. It's dead. Did you see it?" "A crab? Don't lie Lien." I laughed, because: "there is no chance that a crab would be in our backyard." "Just open your blinds, it's still there." she said "I don't believe you." I said, while walking over to my sliding door lol but as I opened my blinds I had to believe, because there it was before my eyes - a random dead crab. If Lien had picked the crab up and disposed of it the day before, I would not have believed her, because I haven't seen a crab in years? And I always saw it near the ocean. What would one be doing in my area? What would one be doing in my backyard? I stood starring at the dead crab thinking how strange it was that "Not only is this crab in my backyard, but it crawled up to my gate when it could have crawled anywhere else? And the strangest fact of all, is that it crawled right here and died." Picture below of the dead crab laying on it's back:

After starring at it for a while I then closed my blinds and decided not to over-think this or try and link it to anything spiritual. "It's just a dead crab, there's no meaning." I told myself. Fast-forward 2/3 days later I'm sitting in my bed after a very long prayer on my knees. All of a sudden the atmosphere changed in my room. It became more "real", is the best word I can use to describe it, and I had the feeling that something supernatural was about to happen. It was like if an angel had to appear in front of me I would not be shocked or scared, kind of feeling. I looked around my room for a while waiting for something to happen, and it did. Up against my closet door appeared a yellow light in the clear shape of a crab. It didn't hit me immediately that there was still a dead crab placed outside my sliding door. It took me a few minutes to make that connection and it was quite the trip when I did lol my immediate thought was: "I need to find out what this means, I need to research it right now" and so that is what I did. I went onto the internet and searched on google: "Crab spirit Bible" to see what I could find that was biblical related and not "new age". I found an article on animal spirit symbols. Above the website read "EQUIPPING THE SAINTS FOR MINISTRY" It's subtitle was "THE HOLY SPIRIT IS NOT FOOLED". A part of the introduction read:

"Over years of ministering Isaiah 61, or the deliverance ministry, we have come to recognize individual spirits by pictures or visions that are repeatedly given by the Holy Spirit to pinpoint a certain entity. For instance, if the [Holy] Spirit shows us a mushroom cloud, as in the after wake of the atom bomb, we know we are dealing with a spirit of insanity" etc... and true or not I did not know but on this Website it listed all the types of evil spirit symbols and what they meant. There were so many! But I was in search for anything to do with a crab which is what I feel the Holy Spirit revealed to me, and I found it! On that massive list was (number 5): "Control spirit - Spider, Octopus, CRAB. It controls through it's arms leading to many hurts and wounds in a person. Just as the person seems to be almost free, it will pull one of it's tentacles to cause the person to pull back. The spirit conveys, and will slowly cause bitterness, hatred, unforgiveness and suicide to surface." 

And I started thinking about this one horrible day and night I had where I felt sad for no reason and I wondered why? I cried and started feeling sorry for myself. Thoughts like "I've been a victim all of my life is this ever going to end?" It was a random load of depression on me, who is normally happy 24/7 even when not smiling I'm happy inside, dancing everyday, singing everyday, but not that day. I immediately rebuked the spirit of control saying "You, spirit of control, I rebuke you right now in Jesus name, my body belongs to God. Satan has no power over my body in Jesus name!" and felt something lift off of me! I felt a gentle warmness in my stomach and an instant calmness. I am so glad God is showing me all of these things because now I know the reason we find so many unhappy, depressed, suicidal people in our world. They reach that point because they are being influenced and controlled by the unseen evil spirits. The world is unaware and has stopped believing in miracles and the supernatural/spiritual realm, so we all play the role of very easy victims.

So TODAY (20 September 2014) I was searching for videos on Jesus and the end times, because for some reason I had been doubting Jesus lately, even after what He did for me. I came across a very interesting end times video and after watching that Sid Roth Youtube Video (Paul McGuire Interview) at the end of the video he prayed for the viewer to have something supernatural happen to them, for the Holy Spirit to enter the room in which that person was, and for God to fill that person with what they needed to prepare them for the end times, I was that person lol I have to admit I became a slightly scared person when he looked into the camera and said that - because I thought "Oh boy what's gonna happen now..." lol but then he added that we are the ones who need to accept it though. So when the video ended I prayed "God you have not given me a spirit of fear, you have given me a spirit of power, love and of a sound mind. I accept anything you want to give me or show me. I am open to receive. In Jesus name. Amen." Again the room became "different" and I looked around the room and asked: "God could I see an angel?" (I had been asking for this a few days before that as well, but maybe I'm just not ready to see that yet, maybe it would scare me at this stage, or maybe it's not necessary). Suddenly, behind my door against my white wall, another light appeared. I thought it would be an angel, but it wasn't lol it was the very clear shape of a bird. I could see how the wings instead of going out though, were positioned going down on each side. The shoulders of the bird were quite squarely shaped as well. A little disappointed I thought "That's not an angel God" lol but I got back onto my laptop and searched for bird symbols. I wondered if there wasn't maybe something on that previous article on birds as I just focused on the crab spirit and lust spirit the last time (Testimony 13) and I found that there were two bird spirit symbols on that list. The one was a black bird, which didn't look like the one I saw, the other was a "Thunderbird" and I had no idea what a thunderbird looked like, so I googled it lol (Thank God for Google) and I found the EXACT shape the light was! Incredible! View the shape below (Of course it had no patterns, it was just a light yellowish white light in the following shape):

And on the same website it read: "Antichrist related spirit - thunderbird, morning bird of American Indian lore, swine or pig."  I thought all my doubts about Jesus must be coming from this spirit. I rebuked it immediately :) so yes, there is far more to the physical - that much I am certain of. And if you would like to walk this spiritual journey then say this prayer: "Father God, I love you. I am a sinner, but I do not want to sin anymore. I believe that you sent your son Jesus into the world as a human sacrifice for our sins. I believe that Jesus was crucified, and that You rose him from the dead again. I believe that he is seated at the right hand side of you in Heaven. I believe He will come again. Let your will be done on earth as it is in Heaven God. Satan no longer has power over me. In Jesus name. Amen."

"Whoever believes and is baptized will be saved,

but whoever does not believe will be condemned."

(Mark 16:16)

God bless you, guide you and protect you... Amen. 

TESTIMONY 13: I SAW A CRAB SPIRIT IN MY ROOM

Tonight after a long prayer for others and then myself I saw something floating about in my room, it was shaped as a crab, precisely shaped as a crab. I found this really strange, because for 2/3 days now there has been a dead crab situated right outside my sliding door. Now, I have not seen a crab in the physical for years so seeing that was quite astounding. Being a child of God who is now more aware of the spiritual I wondered as I looked at this big crab what it meant, but I thought maybe I was just over-thinking things so I just left it there figuratively and literally lol tonight though, after seeing this crab shaped vision, I immediately researched it. I searched "Crab spirit Bible" to see if there was anything on it? This is what I found (thank you God):

"Control spirit - spider, octopus, crab. It controls through it's arms leading many hurts and wounds in a person. Just as the person seems to be almost free it will pull one of it's tentacles to cause the person to pull back. The spirit conveys and will slowly cause bitterness, hatred, unforgiveness and suicide to surface." 

This same article,which lists many symbols of evil spirits, also mentioned that the "Lust spirit is almost always a frog". A video I had watched quite some time back, at the very beginning of my journey as a true Christian, immediately came to mind. In this video a man by the name of Howard Pittman explains his NDE journey where he was shown how possession takes place in the spiritual realm. He mentioned that demons came in shapes of people and animals that we can recognize from earth and spoke about how he witnessed a woman and man in the same hospital his earthly body was resting in, speaking to each other. He said "it was obvious that they could see not me, nor the angels or demons. Yet I was so close to them I could almost reach out and touch them.I could hear and understand everything they were saying. They thought they were alone and as they laughed and talked they were unaware of the horrible creature standing in between them." So they couldn't see him in the spiritual realm, but he could see them in the physical world as well as what was happening in the spiritual realm, where he was at the time. He watched what he explains as "a horrible looking slimy green frog" enter the face of the man. The angel that was escorting Howard Pittman then explained that "the demon was able to enter the man because he made himself desirable and attractive to the human."

While watching this video back then the majority of me believed it to be possible even though it sounded far-fetched. I believe that to be because of the gift of discernment (the ability to judge well) that comes with the Holy Spirit. I would never have believed in these things before being saved and I didn't even know there was a spiritual realm to begin with. Now looking back at that video, I can watch it with new eyes that have learned even more through God with a mind that is even more wise. I am going to attach the video below this post. It is an hour long but you absolutely have to watch this video, even if you don't believe it now, God will confirm everything later on your journey.

That all being said, remember that the enemy of God only has a foothold/ door into your life if you choose to sin, because sin is rebellion from God (Who tells us not to sin). If you do anything that you feel God would not be proud of ask for forgiveness immediately, repent. All children of God are targets of the enemy of God, because they are saved and helping God save others, so always be on guard. always be awake and ready. God will always warn you and prepare you for what is coming you just need to recognize the signs and rebuke, rebuke, rebuke in Jesus powerful name!

If you would like to read about the types of spirits you get you can visit these two articles: Symbols of evil spirits and Types of evil spirits to remove these spirits from your life all you have to so is say "I rebuke you spirit of _ in Jesus name!" and you will actually feel something being lifted off you.

If you would like to virtually witness these spirits being rebuked you can watch this video of Derek Prince rebuking spirits in Jesus name. Below is one of the most insightful videos you will ever watch in your life. Before watching it ask God to help you to always understand what is the truth, to give you the gift of discernment. I pray that God protects you, guides you and fills you with peace, love, joy, understanding and wisdom, in Jesus name! God bless :)